I UNDERSTAND ONTARIO AND IM SORRY YOU HAVE TO GO THROUGH THAT BUT
IT'S NOT MY FAULT SWEETHEART !! AND SOMETIMES YOU SEEM TO GET MAD AT OR
WANT OTHERS TO NOT HAVE CAUSE..NEVER MIND.. I'LL MAKE SURE TO NEVER
SHARE A HAPPY MOMENT OR GOOD TIME WITH MY FAMILY AGAIN CAUSE THIS IS NOT
THE FIRST TIME THIS HAS HAPPENED AFTER I HAVE ..BUT I'M NOT SORRY IF
MY FAMILY , THOUGH WE HAVE OUR FAULTS, STICK TOGETHER FOR EACH OTHER "NO
MATTER WHAT" AND I'M NOT GONNA APOLOGIZE FOR THAT..NOW IF YOU'RE
GETTING DISIBILTY ,WORKING, AND YOUR SON IS WORKING, YOU GAVE UP YOUR
CAR AND YOU STILL DON'T HAVE FOOD, GAS FOR HOT WATER .. SOMETHING IS
JUST NOT ADDING UP THERE...LET THAT SINK IN A MINUTE !!!...AND YES I
KNOW YOU HAVE MEDICAL BILL BUT STILL..JUST NOT ADDING UP. AND I
UNDERSTAND JAH IS YOUR KID BUT HE'S STILL A MAN AND I KNOW HE WANTS TO
DO THINGS AND GET STUFF TO ADVANCE HIS CAREER BUT YOU NEED TO MAKE SURE
HOME IS TAKEN CARE FIRST AND IF YOU CHOOSE NOT TO MAKE THAT THE PRIORITY
AND SACRIFICE THAT FOR OTHER THINGS , WELL, THAT'S WHAT SACRIFICE IS
ABOUT...I KNOW YOU'LL SAY I'M CRUEL AND DON'T CARE BUT I'M NOT, AND I DO
CARE BUT NOT TO THE POINT WHERE I'M GONNA FEEL BAD ABOUT ME AND MY
FAMILY. WE HAVE A LOT OF STUFF GOING ON TO, JUST WE TRY TO PULL TOGETHER
O SOLVE THEM. AGAIN NOT GONNA APOLOGIZE FOR THAT. WERE NOT FUSSING
JUST HAVING A FRIENDLY DISCUSSION SO PLEASE BEFORE WE BOTH SAY THINGS TO
ONE ANOTHER OUT OF ANGER OR EMOTION..LETS JUST LEAVE IT ALONE...BUT I
UNDERSTAND YOUR SITUATION ...TO A POINT..NOT COMPLETELY .. AS I STATED
ABOVE ..LISTEN I DO LOVE AND CARE FOR YOU AND YEAH I KNOW, TO YOU, THAT
MEANS IF I DID I'D SEND A BIG WAD OF MONEY TO SOLVE ALL YOUR PROBLEMS
AND IF I DID HAVE XTRA BIG WADS AND NO PROBLEMS OF MY OWN THEN THAT
MIGHT BE A REALISTIC PROBABILITY BUT, SINCE I DON'T AND DO HAVE MY OWN
STUFF...IT IS NOT !!... AND I GUESS THAT'S WERE THE DISCONNECT COMES
IN..I'LL UNDERSTAND IF YOU CHOOSE NOT TO RESPOND OR WHATEVER BUT I JUST
ASK YOU NOT TO TAKE IT OUT ON MOMS, CAUSE SHE CARES ABOUT YOU BUT STILL,
IT WOULDN'T BE COOL IF WHAT WE HAVE OR NOT HAVE EFFECTS WHAT YALL
HAVE...
I'M NOT TRYING TO BE MEAN OR CRUEL ONTARIO
JUST HONEST, LIKE YOU ASK ME TO BE.. AND HONESTY ISN'T ALWAYS PRETTY I'M
AFFRAID...BUT NONE OF THIS OR WHAT YOU SAY OR HOW YOU RESPOND WILL
CHANGE THE WAY I FEEL ABOUT YOU IN MY HEART..NOTHING..
COULDN'T CHANGE IT IF I WANTED TO...
I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU
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